I am completely behind but LOVING every moment of it. I've had so many intentions of getting on here & updating this blog. So much to share and so much to say but just not enough time to do that and accomplish all else that there is to do! I am going to do it this week though. I want to get this storybook that I do mostly for myself updated.
Our sweet baby berry is growing and I am embracing and loving every moment of it. The joy I get to experience with my husband is priceless. I almost smile now, with only a twinge of pain in my heart as I think and marvel about the Lords plan and the perfection of it. I have truly known the pain that Hannah wept to her husband and then wept before the Lord in her deep anguish. After she poured her heart out to God 1 Samuel 1:20 (NIV) says "So in the course of time Hannah became pregnant and gave birth to a son." Oh that "in the course of time part" is so precious to me now. As I sit and listen to others wallow in the minor inconveniences of pregnancy, I try to embrace them and appreciate them because I have longed for them so. Time.....when combined with the hand of the Lord, how it can grow us and change us and how grateful I am for that. I have been blessed with a very easy pregnancy. No morning sickness. I've only been nauseous 3 times and simply needed a little extra sleep here and there.
Baby Berry is growing over time as well. He is now at an amazing 25 weeks. Below are some precious pics of his progress.
Our 6 week little "pacman" is what we called this. I still remember the moment that sweet shot came up on the screen. I had the sweetest tears that I simply could not hold back. I loved this baby from the moment I saw it.
Our 8 week little alien baby. Not the cutest sight to most eyes, but growing and forming into just what it's called to be.
At week 12 we went to get a baby berry checkup and came back with a pounding 150 bpm heartbeat recorded for our happy happy hearts. A dear friend from high school had suggested to me that we record it with an piece from Build a Bear & have it made into a sweet creation that we would always have. We had "Fresca" made. Fresca was the character developed by Papa John, John's father, when the boys were little. John still gets the most precious grin when he recalls the times his dad would sit by his bed and they would embark on an adventure with Fresca in the forest. We listen to the little heartbeat all the time. I wonder just how long those batteries will last?
At week 18 we went in to see this sweet profile.
And then the reveal of the "boy parts" that are growing on this baby! A Baby Boy!
The long legs that now tap the walls of my uterus, letting me know "I'm still here mom!" Such a precious shot. I love how much they look like his daddy's legs. They have exactly the same knees with the extra little "bulge" of muscle on the side.
This was captured at the end of my sweet little man's show he gave us while we watched him play. Baby Berry flipped from his back to his belly, extended those long legs and put his butt up in the air and then finished off his "act" by flipping back over and yawning really big with his hand up to his mouth! This is the shot of the yawn. What I would have given for a video of his performance for us. I'm sure it was the first of many. He is after all the son of John Berry and anyone who knows my husband knows he loves to make a group of people laugh.
I can hardly wait to hold this little man and give him all the love I have for him in my heart. But a little more time is required before those moments come outwardly. For now I will pray for all the desires I have for him and trust God with the rest of his growth and development.
